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Tag: Diary entry

“Truth,” Rorty, and Me

Diary 8/29 to 8/30/22: Climate & ozone; boys need help; everything you know is wrong; the ambiguity of "truth"; Vanaja and Atonement on DVD

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Alan Carl Nicoll Diary, Doom, Environmental, Movie Reviews, Philosophy, Quotes Leave a comment August 30, 2022 5 Minutes

Timmyted, Whining, and Self-Destructive Weirdness

Diary 8/27 to 8/29/22: Caitlin Johnstone; insomnia; Wittgenstein's Notebooks; Caroline Winkler; dead Sequoias; bacteria and suicide? Feeling needy; current reading (maybe).

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Diary, Doom, Environmental, Hemlock Club, Internet links, Neuroscience, Old Age, Philosophy, Politics, Quotes Leave a comment August 29, 2022 5 Minutes

“Nonsense” Questions and “Operatic” DVDs

Diary 8/25 to 8/27/22: Wittgenstein quotes and Hawking radiation; the riddle of existence; A Deadly Place DVD package; Caroline Winkler again.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Diary, Hemlock Club, Internet links, Movie Reviews, Opera, Philosophy, Quotes Leave a comment August 27, 2022 5 Minutes

Ludwig Wittgenstein, Caroline Winkler, et al.

Diary 8/21 to 8/25/22: Character in fiction; "dithers"; Gide's Journals; self-guidance; a binge; cutting myself slack; RepugliKKKan overload; The Snake; sexual satisfaction through home organization.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Diary, Quotes, Self-guidance Leave a comment August 25, 2022August 25, 2022 5 Minutes

Japanese Movies on TCM, and a Bit About “Free Will”

Diary 8/19 to 8/20/22: Climate terror; Toshiro Mifune; Hemlock Club; hygroscopic vs hydroscopic; a puzzle unsolved; quoting myself; the striatum overwhelmed? A curious dream.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Diary, Doom, Dreams, Environmental, Hemlock Club, Movie Reviews, Neuroscience, Philosophy, Quotes, Science Leave a comment August 20, 2022 6 Minutes

Ahab’s Arm, and Starting a Dream Journal

Diary 8/17 to 8/19/22: Paladin dream; Mckenna Grace on YouTube; Picard dream; new Dream Journal; who or what lifts Ahab's arm? An answer.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Book Reviews, Diary, Dreams, Internet links, Neuroscience, Philosophy, Psychology, Science Leave a comment August 19, 2022 4 Minutes

Dream Journal

Dream Journal. This material is presented without copyright, for "fair use," whatever that is. Most recent dreams will appear first and the file will be reblogged whenever.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Diary, Dreams, Uncopyrighted Material Leave a comment August 19, 2022August 27, 2022 4 Minutes

Absolute Truth, or Not? And a Few Loose Ends

Diary 8/16/22, continued: Models and mysteries; and aims; William James quote; absolute truth versus approximate answers; Richard Feynman quote; Lisa Feldman Barrett and Johann Hari.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Diary, Neuroscience, Philosophy, Psychology, Quotes, Science Leave a comment August 16, 2022 5 Minutes

Nothing “Given”: Struggling with Sellars

Diary 8/15 to 8/16/22: American insanity; notebook helps avoid work? Irony dammit; perceptible causation? philosophical mumbling, literary meandering; Angel Has Fallen DVD; Paladin dream; neighbor noises.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Bullet Journal, Diary, Doom, Dreams, Movie Reviews, Novelist Notes, Philosophy, Politics, Quotes Leave a comment August 16, 2022 5 Minutes

Getting “In-Shape,” and MSM Letting Us Down Bigtime

Diary 8/12 to 8/14/22: Cognitive fatigue; sex education; Hunter Killer DVD; dreams; Hemlock Club; Camus; Chris Hedges and the collapse of civilization; signing up for tour of a gym.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Diary, Doom, Dreams, End of the World, Environmental, Health, Hemlock Club, Movie Reviews, Neuroscience, Politics, Quotes Leave a comment August 14, 2022 4 Minutes

The Myth of the Given

Diary 8/10 to 8/11/22: Dream of Monopoly; weight woes; petty "depression"; reading my diary; dictionaries; pissy mood; gym gear; Wilfred or Wilfrid?

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Depression, Diary, Dreams, Novel in Progress, Philosophy, Psychology, Quotes Leave a comment August 12, 2022August 12, 2022 5 Minutes

Sayonara, Patricia Highsmith

Diary 8/8 to 8/10/22: Simone Weil; Demonic DVD; "Creativity is mine!"; a dream; feeling unmotivated; exercise plans; downloading audio files; this diary; "duende"

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Creativity, Diary, Dreams, Hemlock Club, Horror, Literature, Movie Reviews, Novelist Notes, Quotes, The Writing Life Leave a comment August 10, 2022 5 Minutes

Quotes from Albert Camus, and “A Sign”

Diary 8/6 to 8/7/22: Hemlock Club; Minority Report; whining about buses; efficiency and time; better DVDs; Dr. Suglia's blog; Highsmith at HC; and so on.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Creativity, Diary, Health, Hemlock Club, Neuroscience, Novelist Notes, Quotes, Self-guidance, The Writing Life Leave a comment August 7, 2022August 7, 2022 5 Minutes

Be Deliberately Naive; and A New Friend?

Diary 8/4 to 8/6/22: Green tea extract; self-reflection; "I wish I was..."; Fritz Perls; thoughts about Kick Me; I need exercise; neglecting priorities; learning from children; stop waiting for the perfect moment! The blood is the life?

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Alan Carl Nicoll Diary, Hemlock Club, Movie Reviews, Neuroscience, Old Age, Psychology, Self-guidance Leave a comment August 6, 2022August 6, 2022 5 Minutes

Kwaidan, Tasty Words, and the Perfect Map

Diary 7/31 to 8/3/22: Social Security; save money or buy books; Bernardo Kastrup and Russell Brand; Melville's Pierre; printer revitalized; I saw Saw; Ayer's book.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Diary, Horror, Movie Reviews, Philosophy, Tasty Words Leave a comment August 4, 2022August 4, 2022 5 Minutes

My Real Problem, and Violette Leduc

Diary 7/29 to 7/31/22: The joys of polygraphs; losing Dr. Hill; better than a funk; the perils of pee bottles; Social Security is my hero; Cinemondo; Hemlock Club; Russell

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Depression, Diary, Hemlock Club, Movie Reviews, Novelist Notes, Probation, The Writing Life Leave a comment July 31, 2022July 31, 2022 5 Minutes

An Ugly Wagnerian Ring and Other Disasters

Diary 7/24 to 7/28/22: Free go set; Das Rheingold; Erda's pole dance; Siegfried's mechanical forge; the fleas are back; flat broke because I'm an idiot; Shakespeare's Timon; Russell, Wolfram, Camus.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Book Reviews, Diary, Literature, Opera, Poverty, Shakespeare Leave a comment July 29, 2022July 29, 2022 6 Minutes

“A Flea and a Fly in a Flue…”

Diary 7/18 to 7/22/22: Torey Hayden; thermometer from Wal-Mart; Camus's Notebooks and boredom; ancient Egypt; Lost in Austen; at war with the fleas; sun exposure and hunger; favorite music; an enviable life.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Ancient Egypt, Authors, Book Reviews, Creativity, Diary, Dreams, Guilt, Health, Music, Neuroscience Leave a comment July 22, 2022July 22, 2022 5 Minutes

Camus on His Novels, and “Ma”

Diary 7/12 to 7/17/22: Working on "Bleak Philosophy"; censorship on Instagram and Facebook; Host, The Taste of Tea on DVD; a dream; wanting to give up; drum beats and weeping.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Diary, Dreams, Horror, Movie Reviews, My childhood, Politics, Quotes, The Writing Life Leave a comment July 17, 2022July 17, 2022 5 Minutes

Bartlett’s, The Conjuring, and “Qua”

Diary 7/10 to 7/12/22: Torey Hayden books; Zirin article from The Nation; Bartlett's Quotations; Truthout on "abortion activists"; The Conjuring Universe; a dream of the Hemlock Club.

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Alan Carl Nicoll Authors, Book Reviews, Diary, Dreams, Hemlock Club, Horror, Movie Reviews, Novelist Notes, Politics, Quotes, The Writing Life Leave a comment July 12, 2022July 12, 2022 6 Minutes

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      • Book Thoughts 5: Psychology, Mind, Human Nature
      • Book Thoughts 6: Novels and Plays
    • Four Books: Prison Diary
      • A Stack of Books: Prison Diary Excerpt
      • More Book Thoughts from My Prison Diary
      • Prison Diary: Books and More Books
      • Prison Diary: A Potpourri of Books
    • Shakespeare’s Tragic Heroes and the Value of Literature: Prison Diary
    • Joseph Campbell: The Power of Myth (Prison Diary)
    • Dobyns on Metaphor, and Henry James. Prison Diary Extract
    • A Discussion of To Kill A Mockingbird
    • On Reading Charles Bukowski
    • Prison Diary: Hemingway’s “Macomber” Story
    • Email to a Classics Book Discussion Group
  • The Bleak Philosophy
    • The Ten Percent Solution
    • Getting Started in Philosophy
    • A Cog in the Machine
    • Philosophy Today: Diary 9/11 to 9/12/21
    • Epistemology: Models & Mysteries
    • Know Thyself: A Personal Essay
    • What is it Like to be Me?
    • Knowledge and “Christopher Columbus”
    • Religion, Morality, and the Meaning of Life: Prison Diary
  • On Writing
    • Astronomy for the Writer
    • Notes of a Novelist
    • Expressing Thoughts in Fiction
    • Metaphor Examples
    • “You Need an Angle”
    • The Subjective Microscope
    • “She was angry.”
    • Good Mornings
    • Character Names, Expanded
    • Tasty Words
      • Tasty Words: Other
      • Tasty Words: Verbs
      • Tasty Words: Nouns
    • Why I Write
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    • Recent Poems
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